Current gay porn it-boy Colby Keller recently revealed a traumatic experience from his childhood during an interview. When questioned about his interests in school, he said:
“No sports. I hated PE, actually. It was a really traumatic experience for me. Eventually the school offered a distance learning physical education program, where you could go to a gym, and I realized that the more hours you went the more credit you would get, and I’m an overachiever — straight-A student. If I didn't get straight 100s, I would beat myself up…In PE, there’d be times when I would throw the ball to, I don't know, the third baseman when I'm supposed to throw it to the pitcher, and everyone would yell at me.”
Now, not every boy who is teased or bullied in school will grow up to be a homosexual, but some who are particularly sensitive or inclined to be awkward or insecure, Keller described himself as “shy” and borderline “Asperger’s, are certainly a candidates for becoming psychologically wounded in childhood that could later develop into sexual confusion. In the teen years, this can manifest itself through a propensity to overcompensate and become neurotic. For this reason, there is often a high rate of suicide among gay youth.
See, “Risk Factors for Attempted Suicide in Gay and Bisexual Youth:”