I first became aware of Yoga when a Christian Brother, who taught my “Religion” class in high school, talked about it in a series of lectures. At the time, it didn’t make a very big impression upon me, but I did remember that he said certain Yoga positions can relieve everything from back-aches to constipation. When I got into the gay world, I heard about a specific Yoga term: Kundalini. Kundalini is a form of energy which can be invited up through the body, ascending the spine, and eventually to the brain. It is represented as a coiled snake and is normally invited into the body via the rectum. Strangely enough, at that same moment, I was also studying the sex-magik philosophy of Aleister Crowley who taught that rare demonic spirits, or the moon-child, could be conceived anally through homosexual sex. I was a true-believer.
When I got out of that horrible life in 1999, over the years, I have seen a growing pop-culture fascination with Yoga; there are even Yoga classes for babies and children. Many do not even investigate the very real demonic sexual forces that lie at the heart of Yoga practices. For instance, it’s no coincidence that the “dog” position is also the “doggie-style” sex position.
The following was taken from“Kundalini: Awakening the Serpent Power,” written by a Yoga expert:
The practice…known as shakti-calana (“stirring the power”). It is done by contracting the sphincter muscle and by applying the throat lock (jalandhara-bandha) while holding the breath, which causes the prana and apana to mix and “combust,” thereby driving the life force upward into the central channel. Manthana (“churning”) is another term used in the texts to describe the process of forcing prana and apana to “combust” by means of breath retention (kumbhaka) and most intense concentration. The Kashmiri yogini Lalla hints at this process in one of her mystical poems:
“Closing the doors and windows of my body, I seized the thief, prana, and shut him in. I bound him tightly inside the chamber of my heart, And lashed him hard with the whip om.
I pulled the reins of the steed of the mind; I compressed the life force circulating through the ten channels; Then, indeed, did the lunar particle (shashi-kalв) melt and dissolve, and the Void merged with the Void.
Concentrating on the om-sound, I made my body like blazing coal. Leaving behind the six crossroads, I travelled the path of Truth. And then I, Lalla, reached the Abode of Light.”
It is also stated that:“Sometimes Kundalini reportedly awakens spontaneously as the result of physical or psychological trauma...” This can be achieved most effectively through anal rape and sodomy. I was initiated into this cult as a 19 year old newbie to the gay sex scene when an older gentleman, who had become my first homosexual teacher and protector, requested that I take part in an all-male gang-bang. At that bizarre quasi-ceremony, I perceived a strange entity entering my body and slowly taking over my various faculties. Yet, as the poems above explain, I had to forcibly concentrate to retain this energy within my body. I accepted it. In order to achieve this, the victim must practice a sort of “emptiness;” that is common to all Eastern religions: a complete emptying of the mind – of everything, including God. Unsuspecting, this invites demonic spirits into the body: as witnessed in the various effects of Kundalini, which include: “Involuntary jerks, tremors, shaking, itching, tingling, and crawling sensations, especially in the arms and legs; Emotional upheavals or surfacing of unwanted and repressed feelings or thoughts with certain repressed emotions becoming dominant in the conscious mind for short or long periods of time; Headache, migraine, or pressure inside the skull; Emotional numbness; Antisocial tendencies; Mood swings with periods of depression or mania; Trance-like and altered states of consciousness…” Again, it is no coincidence that many of these symptoms are signs of diabolical possession.