Many of my readers have written to me asking for photos of what I looked like back in my porn days.
If I had them, they have long since been burned (by me,) I would not share them. But, it is illustrative to
see the soul-draining results of porn on my face over a nearly 10 year span.
At 19, during my failed attempt at a legitimate modeling career...a year later, I would be doing hardcore.
Here, I am youthful, still somewhat naive, and my eyes are full of hope.
Towards the late-1990s. After nearly a decade in porn, I am bitter and hateful. My eyes shoot back
nothing but malice.
...and in hell.
