Been going through some of my old Cds. Wow! A lot of memories. When I left the porn world, I threw-out everything that even hinted of sex. Some of the other stuff, I still had. One such record: from 1997 (I really bad year for me) Natalie Imbruglia’s “Torn.” At the time, I didn’t know why I liked the song. It seemed to be very beautiful, but also profoundly melancholy. Now, I get it. I looked up the lyrics:
“…Nothing's fine, I'm tornI'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real…”