A particularly unflattering photo of Beyonce performing during her Half-time striptease act has gone viral on the Internet; and the singer was none too pleased. This goes to show you that behind the fantasy of pornography lurks the evil and ugly truth. During my stint in porn, there were times when the veil would drop: and I could see the horror of it all. I describe one of these experiences in my book. And this shot of Beyonce is another good example: for there are two personalities at work here: the beautiful woman that God created, and the other person who sold her soul for fame. Eventually one will destroy the other. For some this happens quickly; the hapless Lindsay Lohan is the current paramount model; Marlon Brando is the other – for he suffered years of torture, loss and death before the final curtain fell.